NKOTB Forever!

Saturday night was a night to remember! I went with all of my sisters, Brigitte and Michelle to the New Kids on the Block concert. Christy came all the way up from California to go with us.

(All of my sisters...and me)


My sister, Michelle, made us all NKOTB shirts to wear...and NO we were not embarrassed to wear them! Thanks Michelle!


I haven't screamed that much in years. As they came out on stage I had chills and had total flashbacks to when I was 16 and went to their concert with my sisters and Michelle at the LA Forum.


I felt like I was 16 again the way we were all screaming. It didn't matter that 19 years had past since that concert, it was as good as the first time.


They actually sounded good and I even like their new music that just came out. We had a blast, screamed our lungs out, couldn't stop smiling, and had a great trip down memory lane. Our ears were ringing as much as they did the first time, only this time we had to/got to drive ourselves home instead of getting to the car and finding a sleeping dad who had waited in the parking lot for us the entire time. What a great dad we had...well we still have a great dad, but he was a terrific sport for taking us 19 years ago when we were too young to go ourselves, and then sending us in and waiting!

Our Trip to Boston

Shane and I were in Boston last week. My work sent me there for a conference so Shane decided to join me when the conference was over and take some time off to enjoy the sites of Boston. It was sooo nice to get out of town and relax a little (although we did a ton.)

We were able to see all the sites of Boston and also get out of the city. We drove up to Maine for one night and were able to see the beautiful fall colors. We had a great time and I am already trying to think of where we can go for our next trip.

Here are some, ok a lot of pictures, from our trip:

Nubble Lighthouse - York, Maine


Puffin Inn - Ogunquit, Maine


Celtics vs. Knicks Pre-season (I secretly cheered for The Knicks, don't ask me why, but I used to be a big Knicks fan!)


Fenway Park


USS Constitution


Bunker Hill Monument - Yes we climbed all 294 steps to the top, the view was beautiful. My quads burned, it felt good!


Where everybody knows your name...


Fabulous trip! What more can I say?

Update on Normal Life

I can't believe it's almost been a month since I posted last. Time is flying by again and life is back to normal. I love normal life. Just busy living normally. Work has been a little crazy and then just trying to get things done around the house before winter sets in. We had our front yard landscaped so it's been nice to not have to look at dirt when we drive up.

I have had 2 doctor's appointments in the last couple of weeks. One with Dr. Harker, my oncologist and then one with Dr. Avizonis, my radiation doctor. Both appointments have been pretty uneventful. Just follow ups to see how things are going. No scans yet, but they didn't feel any bumps, which is always good news. Next scan and follow up appointment will be the beginning of January. I am feeling pretty good. Still little things here and there that are lingering around but overall pretty back to normal. They told me that all this stuff stays in my body up to a year so although I will feel back to normal, small things can stick around for a while.

My hair is growing, you'll see by the next post. It finally feels like I have the ability to have a little style to it.

So I just wanted to update you that life is good and normal, just how I like it.

I'm a Modern Bride

As you may remember from a previous post several months ago, I was interviewed for an article in Modern Bride Magazine. Well, I went to the store this week and the article has been published. It's in the October/November issue. Kind of exciting as I have never been in a magazine before. The article is called 'In Sickness and in Health' It's about 'when serious illness affects wedding plans, how to brides, grooms, and families cope?'

I am in 2 small parts of the article but it was fun to read my name. The article is such a good article and I actually found myself almost emotional reading about other people's stories. Although the stories were different (and most of time a lot worse off then I was) I found myself relating to every single emotion they describe in that article. That month between when I was diagnosed and when we got married was such an emotional roller coaster that re-living it through this article was a little difficult.

Anyways, don't feel like you have to go buy the magazine, unless you really want to. Next time you see me, I'll show it to you if you ask.

I'M DONE!!!

What else can I really say...I'm done with ALL my treatments and that I really have Kicked Hodgkin's Lymphoma's Butt right out of my body. I'm officially a Cancer Survivor!

I had my last Radiation Treatment today. And now I don't have to go back to the Cancer Clinic for 4 weeks. Wow...that sounds sooo nice.

All the radiation staff signed a certificate of completion for me:



When you get done with your treatment they have a Bell for you to ring. I've heard the bell many times while in the waiting room and was so excited for the day I got to have my 'Bell Ringing Ceremony' as I call it.



Brigitte came with me for the experience and to photograph the event.


My cousin Travis, who works at the clinic, showed up for the bell ringing ceremony.



And here is the 'Bell Ringing Ceremony'

So this is it...I'm done. Of course there will always be follow up appointments and check ups for a long time but for now I am trying to put it out of my head and get back to life without cancer. I can't wait...

One big THANK YOU to everyone for all their support through this. I can't even begin to name names, so I won't but everyone has been so supportive and great through this and it's really helped me keep my spirits up and get through it all.

I am not sure what this blog will become now. I haven't decided if I am going to continue and just post regular updates on my life or if I will leave this blog dedicated to my cancer life and start a new one. I'm going to take a break, hopefully not too long, and I'll let you know when I decide.

An apology with a safe picture

So I feel I need to post a little apology for my last post. I really had no idea how shocked everyone would be over the pictures. Obviously I don't see myself like that, since I am in the mask so I didn't think people would think I looked so weird.

But, I made a girl at work tear up, being fore-warned my dad refuses to look at the pictures and Brigitte wouldn't even comment or barely talk to me about it. Yep, everyone thinks I look like a corpse in the picture. Maybe because it's in a large sterile looking room, or that I have a hospital gown on, or the fact that my face is covered up, or that I am laying on a flat table. Not sure which of those contribute most to my corpse look a like but I guess I can kind of see why no one liked the picture. Remember I said I was smiling, doesn't that count for anything to help the situation?? :)

Ok so to redeem myself from the last post and to help push that post down a little further on the page, I decided to take a picture of myself so you can all see how much my hair has grown in. I made it stand up so you can see the length. I wore it like this all day Saturday out shopping. Shane thinks my hair is in the 'in-between' stage that people are going to look at me and think 'Did she have cancer or does she like her hair cut that way?'



Radiation is still going well, only 3 more to go. I have a little bump in my throat but it's pretty minimal and just a mere inconvenience at this point. I have been getting a little more tired but all in all still feel pretty good. No hair loss yet...

Once again, sorry if I freaked out my readers. I hope I didn't scare you away. I promise not to post any more freaky pictures. Please keep reading and commenting.

Radiation Update

I am more then half way done with my radiation and so far so good. I have felt little to no side effects. Starting just yesterday when I swallow food it feels like it gets stuck going down, which they said I would experience. But so far it's not painful, although I think they expect that to change with some type of sore throat coming soon. I haven't lost my hair in the back yet and my doctor said I won't lose it until they very end of treatment, so some time next week. Other then that I am feeling really good.

So I finally took some picture, well the nurse took some pictures of me in my 'mask' right before treatment today. Yes I am under that big white thing and yes I did smile when she said 1,2,3 which I thought was pretty funny but I am sure just a habit, for both of us. So that white mask is molded to my face and I can't really move at all when they put it on and strap it down to the table. I can barely say ok, yes, or no if they talk to me.

This first one shows the holes in the plastic that allow me to breathe.


This next one shows the round marking where they line the machine up to and the radiation affects anywhere on the inside of the red lines. The masking tape is to block out certain parts, so they don't hit my mouth or my throat and spinal cord.


This last picture shows the machine (above me) they move my table back to that machine and line it up exactly as needed.


They are very exact with their numbers and where they place it. Once I'm all lined up, they leave the room and the machine zaps me (I don't feel anything) 2 different times for about 10 seconds each time. Then they come back in, unsnap me and I am done.

Anyways, hopefully you found this interesting. I think it's pretty interesting and they certainly have it all down, so it's quick and easy. I have just been taking an extended lunch each day and go up there and then back to work.

I was going to post a picture of how much my hair has been growing back but I will wait until next week and post it with another update.